It's been a few days since we all heard the news about Kris' lawsuit against SM Entertainment. That news came from nowhere and shot us continuously. It felt like the saying, "When it rains, it pours." And until now, fans like me are still devastated about it.
Sadness and frustration aren't the right words to describe how I really feel right now. It feels so depressing that I feel so numb at the moment. I don't know where to vent my feelings anymore. I felt like everything stopped at the moment the news came, and it never continued. I couldn't fathom what I exactly feel right now, and I know is that I'm sad…and depressed.
How is EXO right now? I don't know. Everything's messed up, even news. I don't know who exactly to believe, and which sources are legit. Everything's damn messed up. Confiscation of phones, slapping of members, and manipulation of media—they're all a mess. Which is legit? Which are lies? They're all a mess we all can't clean up to look for what we're finding.
But one thing's for sure. They're all not okay. The other members were shocked, upset, and felt betrayed. Kris was seen crying alone in China. They're all not in their best condition.
What happens after this? There are only two things I can properly think of: Kris officially leaving EXO and the others continuing their career as 11 or Kris staying with the boys as 12. Whatever path they'll take, they'll only feel incomplete. Why? For the first option, it's going to be hard since the other members need to fill up the space Kris left. For the the other one, Kris might feel uneasy most of the times, even though he'll project to the camera as if nothing went wrong.
Whatever happens, we still need to be one. Even if Kris leaves, we still have 11 members to support. I don't care anymore if they'll continue as 12 or push through as 11, as long as they'll be happy and peaceful with their career. Sure, it would be kind of awkward seeing them as 11, but let's all face it. We only have a small possibility that Kris might not leave (or rejoin if ever) EXO. He's having a hard time since then, and he wants to have a peaceful and stress-free life. I'm not foreseeing them as 11 members, but sometimes we have to accept that things won't be as we wish.
If you think I'm supporting EXO as 11, that's okay. I'm just preparing myself for some heartbreak when Kris will officially leave EXO. If you think I'm supporting EXO as 12, *fandom hug*.
But for now, let's just wait. Wait for legit updates about how Kris is doing with the lawsuit. I'm not sure where this is going, but I hope that EXO would continue their career as 12. Because they started as 12, gained awards as 12, and hopefully end their career as 12. And also, let's continue supporting the guys. They're still promoting Overdose, and have a concert just around the corner. We want them to achieve their dreams, right?
Anyway, I'm ending this up. I guess I vented everything I wanted to say here. It's okay to hate me for this post, really.
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